Monday, May 30, 2022

STRESS and DOMESTIC VIOLENCE

  First and foremost, it is important to accept the truth that STRESS DOES NOT CAUSE DOMESTIC VIOLENCE.  However, it his highly believable that serious stress may contribute to the perceptions, feelings and thoughts that could help one make the bad decisions or poor choices to commit DV.  Another way of looking at it is that when people are Stressed Out, they might also be more likely to forget to do things that might prevent DV Behaviors. 
  "A new study has found that domestic violence tends to occur more often when a couple is experiencing financial stress. And while the findings don’t prove a specific cause-and-effect relationship, they do confirm that extreme stressors such as unstable housing and food insecurity should be addressed more often in health care settings." 
  "What we don’t know yet is whether financial stress makes a violent couple more violent, or is financial stress enough of a disruption in a relationship that violence begins?” (Pedersen, 2018). 
  
Why Should I Care about Stress?  (Or: Ways that High Stress Might Seem to be Related to Ruining Relationships and even Related to Domestic Violence):
  Ways that Stress Might Contribute to Domestic Violence - Types of Feelings, Thinking and Behaviors are numerous.  But before proceeding, one must understand that even if Stress was a major factor in the demise of my Relationship; and may have seemed to contribute to my DV Charge; the responsibility for Reducing my Stress so as to avoid any sort of DV Charges lies solely on me, myself and I.
  Nonetheless, Stress might contribute to DV in that it could possibly do some of the following:
  • Stress could make us feel like we do not have time to enjoy good times with each other.
  • Stress could contribute to increased Irritability which can sometimes be a part of DV.
  • Stress could contribute to increased Desire for Social Isolation which can sometimes be a part of DV.
  • Stress could contribute to a decrease in the Mindfulness it sometimes takes to be nicely Respectful toward our partners which can in turn sometimes be a part of DV.  
  • Stress increasing our level of Disrespect towards our Partner, essentially facilitates Fighting which often includes DV-type Thinking, Feeling and Behavior.
  • Stress could contribute to a decrease in our willingness or our ability to help handle our Partner's Issues, Problems and / or their lack of Temper sometimes; which could sometimes be a part of our rationalization for our own DV Behaviors.
  • Stress can make it to where we no longer hear what our Partner is saying to us.  This can cause major problems.
  • Stress could even make us feel like we don't have to be accountable.
  • Stress could also lead us to a mindset where we have little or no empathy for our partner's struggles.  We might even lack sympathy too.
  • Stress can make it to where we no longer feel that anyone is on our side, thus no one including our partner can be trusted.  This can kill the trust in a relationship.
  • Stress could make us feel so overwhelmed that we miss important things that we need to do, say or even think about (i.e., Picking up Our Partner's Meds from the Pharmacy, Our Partner's Birthday, or even our Anniversary); and this can cause stress on the Relationship for sure.
  • Stress can contribute to us forgetting to, neglecting to, or even refusing to Apologize to our Partner when we really should apologize.

WebMD has something to say about Stress:

"What Are the Symptoms of Stress?

Stress can affect all parts of your life, including your emotions, behaviors, thinking ability, and physical health. No part of the body is immune. But, because people handle stress differently, symptoms of stress can vary. Symptoms can be vague and may be the same as those caused by medical conditions. So it is important to discuss them with your doctor. You may have any of the following symptoms of stress.

Emotional symptoms of stress include:

  • Becoming easily agitated, frustrated, and moody
  • Feeling overwhelmed, as if you are losing control or need to take control
  • Having a hard time relaxing and quieting your mind
  • Feeling bad about yourself (low self-esteem), and feeling lonely, worthless, and depressed
  • Avoiding others
  • Physical symptoms of stress include:
  •  
  • Low energy
  • Headaches
  • Upset stomach, including diarrhea, constipation, and nausea
  • Aches, pains, and tense muscles
  • Chest pain and rapid heartbeat
  • Insomnia
  • Frequent colds and infections
  • Loss of sexual desire and/or ability
  • Nervousness and shaking, ringing in the ears, and cold or sweaty hands and feet
  • Dry mouth and a hard time swallowing
  • Clenched jaw and grinding teeth
  • Cognitive symptoms of stress include:
  •  
  • Constant worrying
  • Racing thoughts
  • Forgetfulness and disorganization
  • Inability to focus
  • Poor judgment
  • Being pessimistic or seeing only the negative side
  • Behavioral symptoms of stress include:
  •  
  • Changes in appetite -- either not eating or eating too much
  • Procrastinating and avoiding responsibilities
  • More use of alcohol, drugs, or cigarettes
  • Having more nervous behaviors, such as nail biting, fidgeting, and pacing

 

"What Are the Consequences of Long-Term Stress?

A little stress every now and then is not something to be concerned about. But ongoing, chronic stress can cause or worsen many serious health problems, including: 

  • Mental health problems, such as depression, anxiety, and personality disorders
  • Cardiovascular disease, including heart disease, high blood pressure, abnormal heart rhythms, heart attacks, and strokes
  • Obesity and other eating disorders
  • Menstrual problems
  • Sexual dysfunction, such as impotence and premature ejaculation in men and loss of sexual desire in men and women
  • Skin and hair problems, such as acne, psoriasis, and eczema, and permanent hair loss
  • Gastrointestinal problems, such as GERD, gastritis, ulcerative colitis, and irritable colon"


These are Indeed Stressful Times:

  In stressful times, people who have experienced stress, tension, anxiety, fear heightened Anxiety or Anxiety-type Disorders might find themselves being more on-guard... or more hyper-vigilant.  In some cases, one might be more likely to have panic attacks.. in other cases, more likely to get really emotionally numb, and disconnected and more likely to start feeling all alone -- even in a crowd or even with family or loved ones.  
  For some people, this can be devastating.  For others, this can be just another way of life.  Many people do this and have no idea that they are doing this.
  High Stress is often caused by significant events such as general chaos, pandemics, pressure such as at work or school, War, relationship issues, trauma of any kind, and reminders of trauma. 
  Many people get triggered and they become aware of being triggered as the symptoms of Re-Traumatization and/or High Anxiety start to re-appear.
  For many people, the inability to control stressful triggers is the worst thing of all.
  And others are just generally anxious.  They do not identify a specific trigger.  But they are anxious frequently regardless of whether or not they have been triggered.
  Some stressed people might find that they experience thinking and/or behavioral changes during stressful times.  Others might find that today's stressors might impact their perceptions.  And these changes might contribute to them falling behind on their obligations, becoming less able to take accountability, more hopeless, more helpless, more depressed, or a general feeling that they are losing ground on previous accomplishments, wanting to hurry things up, having unrealistic expectations, and sometimes being unable to concentrate as well.
 The Center for Disease Control (CDC, 2020) recently published some information that may explain a part of this.  Per the CDC, reactions to an infectious disease outbreak (such as COVID-19) can be exacerbated by the expected high stress and in some cases, fear that come along with such events.  The "Stress (response) during an infectious disease outbreak can include:
  • Fear and worry about your own health and the health of your loved ones.  Changes in sleep or eating patterns.  Difficulty sleeping or concentrating.  Worsening of chronic health problems.  Worsening of mental health conditions.  Or increased use of alcoholtobacco, or other drugs."
  Although one cannot blame Stress for choices related to Domestic Violence, or the Behavior itself, Stress is quite possibly a contributor. 

How Can We Help Keep Stress from Making Our Lives Worse?
  Well, we already know that some of the worst coping mechanisms that typically do not work include, Substance abuse, and Rage in the Presence of others, whether it is Accidental, Spontaneous or Intentional.  Sitting around feeling sorry for one's self also does not necessarily work.  So we probably should not do any of these.
  Possible Solutions to Stress or Stress Reducers are Numerous and Mostly Free.  

Possible Solutions -- Things one can do to Help Relieve Stress:
  • Realizing what we can change and what we cannot change.  Make that difference.  And accept that difference.
  • Finding Serenity can be helpful.  Find the strength to accept the things one cannot change, The Courage to Change the things that one can, as well as the Wisdom to know that difference.
  • Consider making a First Aide Kit for When One Is Stressed Out.  This Kit could include a list of things to do when Stressed.  It should be in a box or a place where you can get to it.  And it might also include Positive Affirmations, Crafts, Coloring Tools, Ideas that help you reduce your stress, Art Supplies, Inspirational Texts, such as the Bible or other helpful text, A Journal for Writing, and Helpful information about symptoms to recognize and combat.  As well as a Harmonica...
  
Other things that can help reduce Stress include: 
  • Grounding Exercises to Ground One's Self
  • Find ways to Nourish One's Need to Feel Safe.
  • Work on Self-Esteem, and Confidence Building Exercises.
  • Physical Exercise.  Doing light exercises can be really helpful.    Even just walking.
  • Drive a different route to work or to the store one day.
  • Be creative -- Make things that help.  (Like during COVID-19, make cool masks).
  • Think about and/or maybe visit or write to or call people that you love. 
  • Get Park Passes or go Fishing.  
  • Get out in Nature.
  • Get a Therapist.
  • Go to a Church, Synagogue, Mosque, or other place where Communities Gather to share fellowship.
  • Look up these 101 Stress Relievers 
  What ever you do, do not hand your heart and soul and behavior over to the Stress.  And definitely, do not let your Stress get in the way of you Being Accountable for Your Feelings, Your Thoughts and Your Behaviors.  
  What ever you do, do not give up.

  Please Click Here to Complete My Stressed Out Strategy Worksheet. 

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(Previously posted August 16, 2021.)

 (c. 2020, William T. Beverly, Ph.D., LCSW, All information on the Blog (Except where otherwise noted); are the intellectual and/or photographic and/or digital property of Dr. William T. Beverly, L.C.S.W., DVOMB Approved Offender Treatment Provider.).
  Originally published 6/1/2020.

Monday, May 16, 2022

The Fallacy of the Virtues of Taking Control: Letting go of Our Need to take Control in Relationships

Think about it: How many times in a relationship, have you asked yourself, "Is what I am doing in this situation REALLY WHAT I NEED to be doing right now?  Is this REALLY for my own GOOD?  Is this really for anyone else's good?  Or am I just chasing an idea like a Racing Hound chasing a clay bunny rabbit around and around and around the Racetrack and the same circle over and over again...  only to NEVER catch the Rabbit!  Did you ever stop to think about that Hound Dog... even if she wins; she don't get paid a penny?

  New Idea:  We Humans can barely control ourselves sometimes...   So why do we continue to think that we can control anyone else?  

  So what's say we examine "Control" in Relationships from a Who, What, When, Where, Why and How kind of model so we can put things into perspective?

  Who do we usually try to take control of?  We try to control our partners.  And others... 

  What do we usually try to take control of?  I propose that We do things to control our partners so that we can feel more secure in our relationships.  And so that we can feel better.  So that we can feel better about ourselves in the long run.  So that we can feel better about our partners.  So that we can feel more secure and trusting of our partners.  And so that we can feel more secure as individuals.  

  When do we usually try to take control?  Some of us do it all the time.  Others only do it when they feel it's necessary -- when they feel insecure -- when they feel like this train is heading for a wreck.  When there's a crisis afoot...  

  We also tend to try and control our partners when we feel threatened.  And the weirdest part about this is that we tend to do this because we feel threatened (Like she's gonna break up with me and run off with Johnny Sancho...).  Or like if it's a he, he's gonna run off to the drug dealer again and spend all of our money... including the welfare.  

  And then we end up making our partner feel threatened through our controlling behaviors.  And this is all because we felt threatened in the first place.  Yet our partner probably wasn't trying to threaten us at all.  How much sense does that really make?

  Think about it: Is this an effective way to manage a relationship?  Much less, to manage Love....  

  And by the way, Is this really love?

  Where do we usually try to take control?  We do this where ever we feel it necessary...  The strange thing about this is that it is rarely -- if ever -- truly necessary.  Yet we feel it appropriate to do anyway: We do it out in public... right in front of others.. including kids.  We do it in private too.

  And to add insult to injury, we then try to control whether or not our partner tells anyone else about it.  Here we are being disloyal to our own selves by violating another person's Rights...  Yet, we accuse them of being "disloyal" because they told someone about it.  Does that really make any sense?

  Why do we usually try to take control?  We try to control other adults in our lives (i.e., especially our partner(s)) so that we can feel better about ourselves.  So that we can feel more secure and comfortable.  Are you really paying attention here yet?  "It's like we're trying to meet our own needs through somebody else's vulnerabilities.  Which is really sad and ironic and confusing, especially considering the likely-hood that the person we are trying to control -- is/are probably vulnerable with us simply because they love us."  

  How do we try to take control? How do we try to Control people???  There are many ways we do this.  We try to control what they think, who they see, what they do, how they do it, what they watch, how they feel, who they like, who they are close to, what they eat, how much they drink, who they are alone with, what they don't do, where they can be,  what they want, how they dress, who they talk to, who is a friend of theirs on FaceBook, what they feel about certain things, who they vote for, how much they spend, and on and on and on... 

  In all of our confusion, How do we justify all of this?  

  Well, a lot of times, we call it "LOVE"!!!  

  But it's important to get that the problem here is that if I am trying to change someone else... this is probably NOT Love.  

  Why not?  Because Love is the willingness and the ability to accept someone for who they are and with all their perfections and imperfections right now, right now....... right now.......   and later on and right now again .. and RIGHT NOW and later on, and on and on!!!

  We even try to rationalize or excuse this controlling behavior as, "Oh, I'm only doing this for her / him...."  Or, "He or She just doesn't know what's good for him/her... now does he?  That's why I do it.  And I'll keep doing it even if it kills me!  WHY???  Because I love her/him!!!  Don't you get it?  I love her/him!!!

  We even think it's good for us too.... when in many MANY MANY ways, It's NOT good for us at all.  Nor is it likely to be good for anyone else for that matter.

  But there is this Basic Rule in Life that we seem to forget sometimes.  And it is a very important rule that applies here.  It goes like this:  

I cannot really LOVE any other person in full; 

                                until I start to learn how to fully LOVE myself."  

   I have to love me before I can really love someone else.  This begs the question: If I'm with someone who I want to change in a significant way; then how is that loving me -- or loving them?  In many cases this is not love at all.  Not love for me or for him or her either.  

  Why shouldn't we just try and control ourselves then... instead of trying to control or trying to change those people that we say we love?  Think about it for a minute.


So NOW let's take a DEEPER LOOK at HOW we sometimes try to CONTROL OTHERS:


The Fallacy of Control applies here:

  The Term Fallacy can be defined in the following ways: A mistaken belief, especially one based on unsound argument.  Faulty reasoning; misleading or unsound argument.  A failure in reasoning which renders an argument invalid.  An Example of a fallacy would be: "The notion that the camera never lies (Source).  But the problem is that all you gotta do is crop somebody out of a picture, and then the camera lies like a dog...


Power and control

  Control Has long been believed to be a frequent contributor to Domestic Violence.  People who commit DV, often do so in an attempt to try and take control of a situation that for some reason, they feel they need to try and Control, or to change, or even to keep the same.

  From that point on, it is believed that a person committing DV is either trying to use Control to gain Power over their partner and what their partner does; or is trying to use Power to gain Control over their partner.  (Read Here about the Duluth Power & Control Wheels / Also watch this Video).

  We tend to try and Control our partners via various methods and avenues, such as those listed below in what one might call, "the Steps in the DANCE of Controlling Behaviors":  

  On one hand, we may be trying for feel safer when we try to take control.  We may be trying to feel more secure.  Or the Codependents among us may be thinking that we are trying to help someone else through our own controlling behavior.  But unfortunately, when we attempt to control others (such as our partners) or we try to do similar things to others; it often comes across as something totally different -- and even unacceptable, if not just plain abusive.   


Question: What does control Look Like in a relationship? 

(Instructions: The following list contains some common forms of abusive (and controlling) behaviors.  Read each item and then think to yourself about whether or not you have ever acted in this way towards an intimate partner.  Then Circle, Checkmark, Jot Down or Memorize each behavior that you have done in the past. And Remember, being thoughtful and honest about your past is essential to positive change.)  But also that you really don't have to tell anyone else about your findings here.  But it helps to give it some thought.  (Source of this List is From a Handout on the Web: "Violence, Abuse and Controlling Behaviors Checklist"):

 

  Think about it:  How might these behaviors be (or at least appear to be) used in an attempt to control someone?


Emotional (How might these Tactics serve to Control a Partner?) 

Yelling

Swearing

Put downs and name calling

Making fun of the other person

Insulting/mistreating her/his family or her / his children

Humiliating her / him in public or in front of friends/family

Criticizing or finding fault in her / his behavior, feelings or ideas

Blaming her / him for  the problems in my life

Failing to take her / his concerns, feelings or needs seriously

Isolating myself from the family for long periods of time

Making jealous accusations

Spying on my partner. 

Making her / him account for where and how she / he spends her / his time

Verbally attacking her / his friends

Putting down her / his goals for herself / himself, her ' his education and/or her / his work

Controlling conversations by changing topics, interrupting, not listening, not responding or twisting her / his words

Being manipulative

Lying

Withholding important information

Deciding what’s “logical” or important -- and what's not

Cheating on her / him

Repeatedly not following through on my promises

Being undependable / unreliable

         Being disrespectful 

Blaming her / him for my violence

Pressuring her / him to forget or to “get over” my abusiveness to her / him

Denying her / his feelings of anger, hurt or mistrust caused by my abuse


“Acting like their Father or Mother”: (How might these Tactics serve to Control a Partner?)

Setting rules for her / him

Giving her / him an allowance

Telling her  / him what she / he can and cannot do or what she / he can or cannot buy

Controlling all the money in the house

Telling her / him what she / he can or cannot wear outside of the house

Withholding money, car or other financial resources

Controlling the use of the TV, Computer, Telephones and/or other appliances

Automatically assuming that childrearing/household chores are her / his responsibility


Substance Abuse or Using drugs, including alcohol in ways destructive to yourself and your family: (How might these Tactics serve to Control a Partner?)

Spending money needed for bills

Losing my job

Losing a home or car

Driving dangerously (with her / him and/or the kids in the car)

Being physically or emotionally abusive while under the influence

Using abuse to obtain money for alcohol or drugs

Being abusive when confronted about my drinking or drugging


Sabotaging Outside Relationships In order to isolate or embarrass my partner: 

(How might these Tactics serve to Control a Partner?)

Checking up on her / him by calling or following her / him around

Pumping the children for information about her / his behavior

Attacking the friends she / he spends time with

Accusing her / him of having affairs

Not allowing her / him to have male friends / female friends or work with male / female coworkers

Refusing to watch the children so she / he cannot go out

Grilling her / him when she / he comes home

Keeping her / him tied down with children

Using religious teachings to control her / his behavior

Showing up places unexpectedly

Checking mileage on her car

Taping her / his phone calls

Using caller ID and call back features to check on her / him

Taking her / his keys

Tampering with her / his car

Physically or verbally harassing other men / women in her / his life

 

Threatening/ Intimidation: (How might these Tactics serve to Control a Partner?)

Punching walls

Breaking or destroying furniture or dishes or other precious items

Throwing objects

Overturning furniture

Driving fast or dangerously with others in car

Raising my fist

Slamming things during an argument

Cornering her / him

Ripping up pictures, letters or other personal possessions

Hurting or killing a pet

Keeping a weapon around which frightens her / him

Threatening her with or by pointing a weapon at her / him

Boasting about my ability to hurt people

Telling stories about my violent past

Threatening her / him with martial arts or military experience

Threatening to hit, slap, punch, or kick her

Threatening to hurt her / his children

Threaten to hurt her / his family or friends

Threats to hurt myself if she / he doesn’t do what I want

Suicidal gestures

Threaten to take legally or illegally take custody of children

Threatening to report her / him to the authorities or CPS

Threatening financial abandonment of her / him or children

Threatening divorce when I don't really mean it

Threatening to betray her / his secrets

Creating an atmosphere of fear in the household


Physical Violence: (How might these Tactics serve to Control a Partner?)

Slap

Punch

Choke

Push

Restrain

Kicking

Biting 

Thrown down

Pull hair

Pinch

Spit on her / him

Strike with weapon, including knife, stick, etc.

Use gun, rifle or bow to hurt Her / Him

 

Sexual Abuse: (How might these Tactics serve to Control a Partner?)

Refusing to use birth control

Stopping her / him from using birth control

Withholding information about my HIV or other STD status

Pressuring her / him to have sex when she’s ill or not feeling well

Making a scene when she / he does not want to have sex

Withholding Sex 

Threatening to “get sex somewhere else”

Pressuring her / him to have “make up” sex after my abuse

Putting down her / his sexual performance

Pressuring her / him to watch pornography

Using sexually degrading language

Pressuring her / him to have sex because of my financial support or religious beliefs

Threatening physical harm to obtain sex

Forcing her / him to do painful or humiliating things during sex

Forcing her / him to prostitute herself / himself

Forcing her / him to watch me have sex with another person

Having an affair

Visiting prostitutes

         Publishing private, sexual images of her / him


(The above is just a partial list of ways to try and control a partner.)


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  How about a little bit of CONTROLLING, CO-Dependent Music for you Tune Lovers out there:

  Now reflect for a minute... How might some of these behaviors actually be attempts to control a partner?  And isn't it kind of ironic how doing these things are sometimes about making me feel good about myself?

>>> Please REMEMBER:  When we have an urge to control or to change our partner(s), it is often really just a simple matter of us having a need to control or change ourselves instead....  

  In moving forward, one of the most important tasks in life is to learn how to tell the difference between that which one can control and that which one cannot control and/or should never even try to control.










 (Originally posted 12/7/2020)

Sources:

"List of Abusive/Controlling Behaviors": Violence, Abuse and Controlling Behaviors Checklist: From: ©1996, revised 1999 The Non-Violence Alliance, 353 Main Street Middletown, CT 06457 1-860-347-8220).

 (c. 2020, William T. Beverly, Ph.D., LCSW, All information on the Blog (Except where otherwise noted); are the intellectual and/or photographic and/or digital property of Dr. William T. Beverly, L.C.S.W., DVOMB Approved Offender Treatment Provider.).


Monday, May 2, 2022

Being Fully Responsible or Being In Denial: Which Works Better for Me?

  Consider this Proposition: Denial can be like a Rattle Snake... It may be nearby... it may even rattle a bit to try and remind me of its presence....  I might even hear it.  But if I am not real careful around it; I might get bit!

  Question: Can one Be Responsible and be in Denial at the same time?  When it comes to a DV Offense this may be a possibility.  Surely, I could be in Denial about how dangerous my relationship is; while simultaneously I could feel Responsible for all of the problems in my relationship.  

  Nonetheless, when it comes to DV Offender Treatment in Colorado, we are required to accept FULL Responsibility for our part of the situation that constitutes the DV Offense.  And while doing so, we are also to learn that the quickest way to Responsibility might be a refusal to be in Denial any longer.

  The Domestic Violence Offender Management Board (D-V.O.M.B.) takes issue with the idea of Denial.  They do this so much so that they put it in their "Core Competencies for DV Treatment", under Item "F. Responsibility"

  The Colorado Domestic Violence Offender Management Board requires that all persons who have a DV Offense and who are in treatment must do the following in order to Successfully Complete DV Treatment:

"1. Accept full responsibility for the offense and abusive history;
 2. Disclose the history of physical and psychological abuse toward the victim(s) and               children;
 3. Overcome the denial and minimization that accompany abusive behavior;
 4. Make increasing disclosures over time;
 5. Accept responsibility for the impact of one’s abusive behavior on secondary                   victims, tertiary victims and the community; and
 6. Recognize that abusive behavior is unacceptable (abuse wrong -- no excuses                  or justifications -- no blaming)."


"Responsibility and Denial".

Responsibility can be defined by Merriam Webster.com as:

"1. the quality or state of being responsible: such as. 

        a : moral, legal, or mental accountability. 

        b : reliability, trustworthiness.  Or

 2. something for which one is responsible."

And Denial can be defined as:

  “The action of declaring something to be untrue.  Or a statement that something is not true.” (Oxford Languages).  Or

  On the other hand and in closer relation to the type of Denial we are discussing here: In Psychology, Denial can be defined as:  “a defense mechanism proposed by Anna Freud which involves a refusal to accept reality, thus blocking external events from awareness. If a situation is just too much to handle, the person may respond by refusing to perceive it or by denying that it exist.” (Source).

  Can you see how these two terms -- Responsibility and Denial tend to work against each other?  If I have Denial, it could be that taking Responsibility can be real close to impossible!

It Truly Is Important to GET OUT OF DENIAL; Right???

  Regardless of whether I am Guilty or Innocent of the Charges to which I plead; at this point -- Denial only holds me back.  It kind of shapes and molds the way I see things as well as the way I understand them.
  No matter whether or not I did or did not do what I was accused of doing; the fact is that I took a plea and thus I am here in this DV Treatment right now -- Today -- and the Mission of this Program is to help me prevent any more DV in my life; so that I can have a more fulfilling life and happier and healthier relationships in which DV is never an option.


Denial Is A Relatively Normal Process:

  Note: Defense Mechanisms are things that our mind automatically does sometimes in order to protect our Ego's and/or the wellbeing of our mind and/or our Self Concept. 
For example, Denial can be the first Stage in the Process of Grieving regarding Death and Dying.  
  Denial is frequently an involuntary process that kind of serves to protect us from extreme shock or sorrow or loss or grief.  "In 1969, Elisabeth Kübler-Ross described five common stages of grief, popularly referred to as "DABDA". They include: Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression and finally Acceptance.  
  This model is the most common model used around Grief and the Grieving Process" (Source).
  • In other words, Denial is essentially a natural part of Human functioning.  
  • Sometimes denial just happens when we are starting to feel embarrassed or ashamed or sad or excited, in-love or even heart-broken... 
  • Sometimes Denial just happens and it stays present sometimes until we are ready to deal with the reality of such changes...  whether they are good changes or bad changes.
  Think about it this way:   Less denial probably leads us to being more in touch with reality; which in turn probably enables us to make better decisions and much better choices; and then probably helps us to make much better choices that get us moving in much more positive directions!

  Hence, we probably ought to get rid of our Denial -- especially when it is Denial about how we might have created serious problems for someone else or even for ourselves.  It's just that simple.

How Does Denial Start?
  • Denial can start as the Onset of a Shocking Reality such as a Death or a Break-up.
  • Denial can begin -- or set in -- or take hold -- and even stop -- at any time before, during or after a relationship.  It just can...
  •   Denial can be about a lot of things, such as:
    • -- This is love -- even though we are always breaking up... 
    • -- This can't be love -- because no one could love me the way that this person does.
    • -- That's not abuse -- because I kind of deserved it.
    • -- I'm feeling insecure, therefore they must be cheating on me.
  • -- Denial just sets in and then I'm not thinking open-mindedly -- and the worst part of it is        that we often don't even see it until we are deep in it...  deep in denial.
    • But how do we get so deep into denial?  Probably because sometimes it feels better than reality...  It soothes our Ego during tragic times. 
    • Hence, it is logical to assume that in many cases, Denial has a pay-off.
  • In other words -- albeit a destructive process on the whole -- Denial has its mostly temporary rewards...

How does Denial Seem to pay off?
  • Denial seems to Save our ego and our self-image from unsettling challenges like when we suddenly lose someone or something...
  • Denial seems to keep us from going stark-raving-MADDDDD!!!
  • Denial also seems to Protect our pride... -- So our pride can stay in tact while we prepare for reality...
  • Denial sometimes appears to Prevent embarrassment... at least until we get caught... or until we catch ourselves...
  • It seems to Help us Dodge consequences -- in our minds if no where else...
  • But the problems is that Denial also Hides the realities that we are not yet ready to face...  And sometimes it does this automatically... imagine that.
  • It also allows us to substitute our Truths for facts -- or are those facts truly FACTS?...
  • Denial Numbs the pain of knowing what I did... or of what I failed to do.
  • Denial allows me to look past the pain that I caused so as to keep a clean conscience... 
  • It Lets me move past it without getting real about what actually happened.
  • It makes it harder for me to truly understand how certain consequences are actually related to certain things that I did.
  • It might even Prevent me from learning the positive lessons that I could learn from this tragedy.
  • Sometimes, Denial Leads to false ideas about myself and about others.
  • Sadly, Denial often keeps me from having Empathy for other people.... including the Victim.
  • It keeps me from putting the proverbial shoe on the other foot... so that I cannot really see and feel what the other person is going through because of my words or actions....
  • We can even win Poker Games if our Denial is strong enough to hide our tells... (That might be one of the good things about Denial).


So How is Responsibility Different From Denial???

   Think about it: In the Long Run, the Objective here is to be able to respond to all of the following questions in the affirmative. But it's okay if that is not very easy to do today.  Just keep working on it:

  Below are Questions about The idea of Responsibility in Relation to a DV Offense:  (Consider each of the following items below within the Context of the Denial that accompanies abusive behavior):

  Now think to yourself; Can I do each of these?  Can I respond affirmatively to each one below.. If Asked the Question, Could I say "YES" to every one of these questions?

 >>> Can I take Responsibility for my Offense?

 >>> Can I take Responsibility for my History of Abusive Thinking and Behavior?

 >>> If I feel inspired to do so, Can I Disclose the History of my Physical Abuse -- At least within the walls of this Group -- or to a close friend or even to a therapist.  Maybe not today; but perhaps some other day.  And that's okay?

 >>> If I feel inspired to do so, Can I Disclose the History of my Psychological Abuse?  How have my words and actions over time changed the ways that people have felt about themselves?

 >>> Can I Overcome the Denial that accompanies my abusive behavior? (When might denial accompany my abusive behavior?)

 >>> Can I Overcome the Minimization that is part of the Denial that accompanies my abusive behavior from time to time?  What is Minimization?

 >>> Can I Overcome the need to Blame of others -- especially everyone else but me -- that is part of the Denial that accompanies my abusive behavior?

 >>> Can I Make increasing disclosures over time?  Can I really talk about what happened and what I did?  Or is it still too painful?

 >>> What does it feel like when I get REAL about what happened? 

 >>> Can I Offer No excuses for the Offense?

 >>> Can I Offer No justification for the Offense?

 >>> Can I Offer No blame for the Offense?  (And that includes myself... No need to blame myself.  I just need to take Responsibility.  There's a HUGE difference.  In other words, this doesn't have to be a negative thing.)

 >>> Can I Accept responsibility for the impact of my abusive behavior on the primary victim(s)? 

 >>> Can I Accept responsibility for the impact of my abusive behavior on secondary, victims?  (Like friends and loved ones of the Victim who are impacted).

 >>> Can I Accept responsibility for the impact of my abusive behavior on tertiary victims?  (Like neighbors, friends, a former victim, police etc...).

 >>> Can I Accept responsibility for the impact of my abusive behavior on the community?  (Think about the costs!!!) (Have I really thought about how this might have cost others?).

 >>> Can I Recognize that abusive behavior is unacceptable?

 >>> Can I at least see the Facts of my own Thoughts and Behaviors for myself? 


Question? Regarding this Offense: 

   At what point did I realize that I had totally messed up?  

   And what was it that made me realize it?


Some Ways to move past Denial according to the Mayo Clinic (Adapted by Dr. B for use in dealing with Denial related to DV-Type Thinking and Behavior):

  • “Honestly examine what you fear.  (How does my fear keep me in denial of my DV?).
  • Think about the potential negative consequences of not taking action.  (What does not taking action to change my DV-type thinking and behaviors look like?).
  • Allow yourself to express your fears and emotions.  (Who can I talk with about my fears and my emotions about my DV Offense?).
  • Try to identify irrational beliefs about your situation.  (What are the irrational beliefs that I still hold onto related to my DV Offense?).
  • Journal about your experience. (Do you journal about your DV-related thoughts, feelings, behaviors and impacts?).
  • Open up to a trusted friend or loved one. (Do I have a trusted friend or loved one with whom I can discuss my DV Offense?).
  • Participate in a support group. (Have I considered building up more supports to help me prevent DV-type thinking and DV-Type Behavior?).”  
    • (Source.).  (Comments in parentheses are adaptations from Dr. B.)


Video #1: "Denial: The Emotional Abuser's Game of Pretend." (See Video Here).  Denial in Relationships can be very difficult to deal with  -- when someone else is doing it.  But perhaps even worse we are doing it; because we are not seeing what we are doing.  And perhaps we are not even seeing or feeling the damage that is doing the other person, ourselves or to the relationship itself.

Video #2:  Denial from a different perspective. "I broke my silence: My story of domestic violence" (See Video Here).

  Remember: This is NOT about Blame, Shame or Guilt.  This is NOT about making you or anyone else feel bad.  This is a about healing.  This is about preventing DV.  And this is about having happier lives and healthier relationships.  

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Notes: “According to the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC), the financial impact of domestic violence ranges from individual to societal.  In fact, they say the lifetime economic cost associated with medical services, lost productivity from paid work, criminal justice, and other costs, was $3.6 trillion.”  (Source).  This does not include the costs of children who react to DV at home by doing awful things to themselves or to others as they grow up.  This does not include the emotional costs.

Music:

  Mercy Mercy Me (Marvin Gay)

  Across the Universe (Beatles)

  Right Place Wrong Time (Dr. John)

  It's Alright Now (Free)

  Maggie May (Rod Stewart)

(c. 2020, William T. Beverly).